Suprise! Looks like all that angst over which method of contraception to choose, coil or sterilisation was a waste of time as first month off the pill I got knocked up! So as and of yesterday I am seven weeks pregnant, with baby number four (fingers crossed number five six and seve aren’t in there too!) I haven’t blogged in a couple of weeks as I couldn’t all these thoughts and fears rushing around inside my head but I was unable to express them, I didn’t know what I was going to do, alternating between sure It’ll all be OK and Holy Fuck!
It’s late now, eleven fifteen, I haven’t stopped all day, I am so tired, like totally shattered, I have wanted to blog all day, a really good long detailed post talking about every nuance of emotion I have felt over the last forthnight, but I can barely keep my eyes open, I’ll ry to blog tomorrow, but I feel so much better just getting this bit off my chest, I am pregnant by my boyfriend of seven months and I can’t stop eating beetroot, onion and salad cream sandwiches!
PS I have new laptop!!!
PPS I love you!