Well I’ve returned to the fold, I got back on the wagon, went back to weight watchers last week!
In my first week I’ve lost 6 pounds, I am delighted, it’s bloody hard work keeping track of everything I eat, and I’m starting a salsa excercise class next Wednesday, I have committed myself to this weight loss.
I t’s not about vanity or my physical health, it’s about me, my feelings of self-worth. I am giving myself permission to think about myself, to give myself the time required to go to classes and think about the food that I eat. I know that sounds very vague, but it’s true, when I spend all my energy thinking about everyone elses needs I don’t care enough about myself, I wind up drinking too much, eating too much and just sinking into the drudgery.
New year, New me!
I am gonna be the person I want to be, I’ll turn 37 on easter sunday, I’ve lived enough of my life for everyone else, it’s time for me now.